#00201: The All-Nighter – 2

This is what happened last time. And now I’m repeating the same shit. I want to quit my studies, but I’m too scared of the consequences. The consequences are unknown. I’m scared of the unknown. I just want to get my life back. Sometimes, I’m filled with optimism and hope – just like last time. But now, I’m scared of doing it again. It went pretty well last time. But … I was too scared to simply say “I don’t want to []

#00203: $3.64

“Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.” Epictetus I sold my car. I sold a few rare []

#00202: The All-Nighter – 3

This is what happened last time. And this is what happened the first time.  This time is slightly different. Today will be my first day back to work. No. More. Medicine. I really should write about the “Medicine lie” and how it has been fucking my life up since 2008. It took me 9 years to summon the courage to finally say “I hate studying. Oh, by the way, I lied about wanting to do Medicine. I did it for father. I []

#00201: The All-Nighter – 2

This is what happened last time. And now I’m repeating the same shit. I want to quit my studies, but I’m too scared of the consequences. The consequences are unknown. I’m scared of the unknown. I just want to get my life back. Sometimes, I’m filled with optimism and hope – just like last time. But now, I’m scared of doing it again. It went pretty well last time. But … I was too scared to simply say “I don’t want to []

#00200: 2%

200 posts later, and the so-called “journey” isn’t going anywhere. I’m not going anywhere. Exactly 2 years ago, I got a call []

#00199: Innocent Terrosit 

Pack your bags. Make sure there aren’t any dangerous metaerials inside. Remember: you look like a terroirst, so you will be treated like a terrosist.  Make sure you’re an innocent terrorist. Make sure you’re at the airport 2 hours before departure. Check in. No more luggage to carry, only a small hand bag. The small hand bag has books you’ll never read, notebooks you’ll never use, a portable charger you forgot about, pens and stationary, and papers. A lot of papers. Now []