I woke up with a distended abdomen and a mind filled with regrets.
I’ve been clean for almost 5 months. But I simply surrendered because I wanted to.
I didn’t want to think anymore.
I forgot about the dehydration and the constipation and feelings of dread that immediately follow.
I genuinely don’t want to damage my body or my mind like this anymore.
No more promises.
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