#00046: A’s & C’s

Acceptance. Acknowledgment. Approval. Appreciation. Admiration. Adoration. Applause.

Every night for the last 20 years of my life, I went to bed dreaming of being on stage accepting my award.
All eyes are fixed on me .. everyone is clapping and cheering…

Compliments. Congratulations. Commendation.
I made it. I’m worthwhile after all; I’m not completely worthless.

The fake dream ..

I never knew daddy issues could lead me to where I am ..
When the ego is too inflated and infatuated with utter arrogance, distilled only by its own filter, one becomes too blind to notice how blind one is.

 

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