#00078: Cold Turkey

It’s about time. Everything ends tonight. For the 1847563984th time in my life, I’ve decided to turn a new page, scribble all over it, close the book, file it in a locked cabinet and throw the fucking key away.
And for the 1847563984th time, I don’t know if this will be the last time I write such a post.

The following list is everything I never want to deal with again. Ever.
(If I ever do, then different measures will be utilized.):

  • Nice sources of Nicotine, which include (but are not exclusive to):
    • Cigarettes
    • Snus/Chewing tobacco
    • Shishah
  • Beautiful Benzos, which include (but are not exclusive to):
    • Diazepam (Valium)
    • Alprazolam (Xanax)
    • Clonazepam (Klonopin)
    • Lorazepam (Ativan)
    • Midazolam (Versed)
  • The wonderful Narcotics
  • Weed/Marijuana/Hashish
  • Alcohol
  • All those useless anti-depressants (SNRIs, SSRIs, MAOIs, whatever)
  • Of course all the amazing food-binges!
  • And finally, everything else I didn’t mention but I know about (YOU know about, sir)

Sigh. Here we go again. (For the 1847563984th time)

 

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