My last post was titled “30 days“.
On day 4, I got so sick I started vomiting mucus.
I couldn’t continue with the program. I tried to resist the illness – I didn’t believe I was ill.
I told myself “it’s all in my head”. But it wasn’t.
I was sick. For real.
So, I binged.
And I gave up on the program. Why?
Because I failed to follow the plan.
Just like I failed my “post a day” promise.
And just like I failed to the “write a book” project I had with a friend.
The same goes with failing staying sober, doing this, finishing that …
Oh, and I lost all my savings. I lost all my investments.
And now I’m in debt.
However, this isn’t a depressing update.
I won’t be making any more promises or programs. (This is not a promise).
I wrote down 2 questions on a piece that I hope might shed some light into my current mess:
1) How can I make the most out of my situation?
2) Imagine it wasn’t me who was experiencing this current shit, what will I say to that person who is in the exact same situation?