#00007: Myself & I – 1

You’re depressing the flow of posts in this blog. I can see that. I didn’t intend for this to happen. You started this blog because you wanted to achieve something in your life. That’s right. I’m a failure. That means I’m only successful at failing. I had 2 years left in my clinical years and I just gave up. You never finish what you start. You run away from responsibilities. What are you hoping to achieve from all of this – what []

#00005: Lost in my mind

July 29 2015 I woke up at 4pm. It took me a few minutes to get oriented. Sleeping pills have no effect on me anymore. I’m in my bed at home. I don’t know what day it is. And then I took 600mg of Lyrica (Pregabalin) because I don’t know. I simply want to live without hearing the voices all day. Definitely no gym today. I decided to go out and buy something for my nephew. I was never there for his []

#00004: No Title

July 28 2015 I managed to sleep around 8am. I woke up at 2pm. I stayed in bed till 4pm. I left the room to get coffee. I opened my laptop to work on the blog. I changed my theme for the 17th time. By the time I got to the gym I was exhausted from working out in my head, so I left early. I had an idea for the blog. I lost it. 2015 has been the worst year of []