#00172: Post a Day – 13

I wrote this post because of the fucking “I will post a day” deal I promised myself. It’s a 2 hours flight from Jordan to Kuwait. I currently live in Irbid – Jordan, a city 1-hour-ish away from the capital Amman. My wife currently lives in her hometown of Kuwait. Based on the numbers above, it seems fairly easy to travel back and forth between the two countries. But that’s the thing about numbers – they don’t carry any feelings. The day []

#00171: Post a Day – 12

Don’t depend on people. I repeat: do NOT depend on people. My plan was this: early afternoon – go buy small gifts. Late afternoon – go buy electronics. Early evening – do a bit of reading in a cafe. Late evening – family time. Simple. What happened: late afternoon – pick up sister-in-law and go buy gifts. She knows a place. We finish late evening because, well, that’s how people shop.  Plan fucked.  What are the appropriate reactions I’m allowed to have? []

#00169: Post a Day – 10

I didn’t binge today. I felt the urge. I still feel tempted. But I won’t do it. It turns out I’m both my own worst enemy and most loyal friend. I choose to binge because it’s a comfortable feeling of safety – I know what to expect, it makes watching videos more entertaining, the food tastes amazing, because I have a lot of food I can enjoy the amazing taste more, and I’ll most likely be sleepy by the end of it, hence []